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I'm Afraid

Posted by Haruka Flare Akizuki on September 6, 2012 at 11:45 PM Comments comments (0)

Right now, my anxiety levels are extremely high, thanks to that upcoming exam. Why? I'm afraid I'll fail. My mom expects a lot from me and I expect a lot from myself. You see, I think that I'm getting old and I should keep on going for my goals as fast as I can with no room for failure. I know that that's wrong but once you reach the age of 25 and there's no improvement in your life that's when you think about going fast track.

I have a...

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Love: A War of Theories and Emotions

Posted by Haruka Flare Akizuki on February 14, 2012 at 6:35 PM Comments comments (0)

Have you ever experience the so called "love" people talks about? Okay. Most of the time, when you watch a scenario in television or movies in any genre, you have seen romantic love over and over again and I have noticed that it is hard to give up once you have felt it.

I know that you might think that I haven't fallen in love yet and that the certain artist that I keep on pointing out is out of ...

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Adjusting to A New Home

Posted by Haruka Flare Akizuki on January 10, 2012 at 7:05 PM Comments comments (0)

It has been 11 months since my family and I migrated to Canada. As a new comer, we experience a lot of hardships but thanks to my Aunt and her family, we were able to have a place to stay for awhile and learn things about this new found land. I also thanked her for introducing me to my job now.

I had a hard time adjusting to the people around here. Canadians are friendly that even if you were just standing waiting for a bus,...

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Peer Pressure

Posted by Haruka Flare Akizuki on April 1, 2011 at 11:42 PM Comments comments (0)


Have you ever been labelled as someone you think that youare not? It kind of pissed me off though. It’s irritating.


One time, my mom told me that I’m emo but I’m not! She oftencalls me emo especially when I’m angry because of the stuff she has been doing.I’m not emo but I have a point. Some of my classmates label other peopl...

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Moving On

Posted by Haruka Flare Akizuki on October 26, 2010 at 1:56 AM Comments comments (2)

"Come on! Move on, girl!" or "It's too late to regret the past."

These are the common lines I get when they heard of my sad love story. I would not really say "love story" since there was never us. It's more like a one-sided love. The worst part of this one-sided love story is that I'm still waiting for him for 12 years or so. I wonder how it all began. When did I feel this feeling? What will hap...

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Job Interview 101

Posted by Haruka Flare Akizuki on August 13, 2010 at 8:35 AM Comments comments (1)

It's hard to find a job these days. As for me, I've been looking for a job for a month now and there's no luck, especially in interviews. Initial interviews make my head aches. I usually fail during those interviews. I realized that I'm doing something unacceptable.

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